Howdy Peeps!
I have to tell you, Saturday was a difficult day for me. I was feeling sorry for myself, feeling alone, feeling overwhelmed with cleaning (which I’m not a big fan of anyway). And I had ants and the guy wasn’t able to come until the next day. A friend of mine recommended terminix indianapolis for next time, which I might try as it wasn’t a pleasant experience.
Wah, wah! Yes, I cried, thank you very much. Some days just seem harder than I had anticipated. Being so far away from people who know me and care about me. Only having the things that would fit in my car. More cleaning than I had anticipated. No WiFi for another few days. (I know, I know, I did this to myself!)
Well, you know what. I cried some more. And that’s OK. It’s OK to feel the emotions, let them come up and work themselves through your body and then out. That’s what tears are all about – the emotions coming up out of your body. You don’t want the emotions stuffed deep inside.
And Russell agrees. A friend of mine’s Dad just came to say hello and to give me confirmation – you don’t want the emotions stuffed away.
Oh, and Grandma agrees also. My Mom’s Mom just popped in to agree also. So I must really be onto something here.
And of course as I was crying, I was yelling for the Angels, thanking them for all the things I’m grateful for and all the things that have gone so right. And shouting all the feelings that I’m having too. This is all happening while cleaning shelves in the pantry. And then shouting that I’m open to the possibilities.
You heard me. I’m open to the possibilities of what’s before me, of how I am growing and evolving.
This is a much bigger undertaking than I had imagined it would be, and it’s not quite over yet. Furniture comes in another week. So though my rooms looks pretty empty, that’s OK. It’s starting to feel like home.
Today is a whole new day. I woke up early Sunday like I normally do. I felt really good, in fact I felt happy. I came out to the kitchen to start my tea and things were put away from the day before. And I remembered which cupboard I had put them. 🙂 I enjoy the way the sun shines in the house in the morning hours. It felt good. It feels good! Many possibilities on the horizon. A lot of firsts, a lot of new things on this journey I’m on.
– Feel your emotions & accept them
– Let the tears come if they will
– Show gratitude of all that is right
– Be open to where you are and to the possibilities
I know many of you have done a cross country move before – some of you multiple times. I’d love to hear your thoughts what helped you. 
I’m sure there were many emotions you went through at the time as well. Add them to the comments below the article.
Angel Blessings to you.
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I have moved over 16 times in 27years.. i just take things in my stride..and yes i have suffered the dreaded invasion of ants to a point i couldn’t see the work surfaces..my windows or walls..it was definetely a freak of nature happening and i have never witnessed anything like it since.. i have a terrible fear of ants because i fell on an ants nest when i was ten years old..and my leg was just covered in them biting and well..it was horrible lol.. x I feel truly blessed by the universe for having the strength to overcome obstacles… and carrying on … with the attitude of .oh well.. and get on with it… xx 🙂 @Sensitive Hearts page xfb
Thank you for the comment Sally-Ann. I do appreciate it. The ants I had was not that severe. But what’s funny is I did have ants when I moved into my house I previously lived in. And it took 3x for the guy to come back. So I looked up what ants symbolize in the Animal Totem cards:
order, discipline, planning, patience
The other things that rang true for me-check your foundation for stability & try not to make things more difficult than they need to be (which I can do at times).
The incident when you were a child, have you ever done a visualization changing what happened? Because it seems like ants come up in your life multiple times as well.
Angel Hugs Sally-Ann! 🙂
Hey you…. Sending big hugs and wishing I could be there just because. xoxoxoxo
Thank you Katherine! I send you big hugs right back and wish you were here too! 🙂
Sue – It has been a long time since I commented, but I feel now is a good time. I hope your journey to establishing your new home is thrilling.
Before my meeting you, I had many moves. I know what it is like to be in new places. In fact, when I was in my 20’s I was a vagabond sort of a person, working long hours in seasonal employment (summer) and having the rest of the year to myself. I would buy the cheapest vehicle I could find that was functional, small truck or station wagon, and hit the road. At first, I experienced the absence of family and friends, but it is quickly replaced by the excitement of all the new things that come to you.
The things you are writing about are not the important ones, but only the ones that have your attention because of the challenges.
So, don’t let the small problems like ants (pardon the bad analogy) keep you from living the dream!
Victor.
Hi Victor,
Thank you for the comment. You are absolutely correct. Those pesky little things aren’t what’s important – it’s the dream, the goal we each have. And that’s where, once we put our focus back on the goal, back on our dream, that things start going with the flow, once again.
Things really are starting to feel like home. The Angels show me signs along the way I’m on the right track. And in my heart, I know I’m where I’m meant to be.
Take care and Angel Blessings to you Victor.
Sue
I’m so proud of you for making the move, trusting your intuition and for allowing yourself to experience all the emotions that have come up! You have moved into a world that most people are unwilling to go. I miss you something terrible but thank goodness for phones, and Skype; I am so proud to call you my friend. Love and light.
Thank you! I think I have grown a lot just with this move. And I know the signs are still all here that I’m where I’m supposed to be. I miss you too! 🙂 Angel Hugs to you.